i have always thought that in BGRs, men are always the ones who screws up and throws everything beautiful away considering their wild raging testosterones and women-hungry nature. but boy am i wrong. i concede defeat and really, it's amazing how girls can be fucked up as well haha. hence today was a queer day where queer facts were certainly most queerly unravalled and well hiden agendas to deceit have gained popularity in the minds of the not-so-innocent. you see, the bottom line is that appearances are most definitely deceiving and the moral of the story is if you want to lie, at least do it with skill and technique. girls cause so much trouble dont they. the information we have at hand do not connect at all and we can never detonate the bombs of hidden intentions. (as i said we all have little secrets)
it's confirmed im going to bangkok with mari on the 13th of july to 16th. im pretty excited but i just quarrelled with my mom over something so stupid which im not even to blame, and she is now saying that she doesnt allow me to go and all that crap but i dont care im going. she always thinks the worst of me. always. but i cant blame her for it can i?
today saw me waking up late and eating curry for lunch. i thought i'd stay home today and get baking gear at phoon huat but all plans were changed. drew demanded that i rush down to siglap to give good advice and laugh at uncanny stories of BGRs (hence the whole para above) for almost the whole afternoon. i could have rejected the offer but i couldnt possibly because there was a bold and a beatiful scenario involved which cracked me up so bad that if i were an egg it would have been suicide. you see even when i least expect and even want to meet him, i still do and that's bad because it's starting to be mundane. same shit every single day. but it's funny because i feel weird if i dont, but yet when i do it's just alright, not fantastic and i prefer meetups to be like wow damn fun kinda thing. im not talking sense anymore because i need to pee. but what im trying to say is we've reached that level of comfort which im not comfortable with. (tacky)
bye!